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Number 1. Will anyone actually want to marry me? And I don't ask this because I feel bad about the past etc. etc. It's just something I wonder
Number 2. Will my life get better?
Number 3. Will the things I think actually happen?
Number 4. Can I get some more decent friends?
Number 5. What will my life be like a year from now?
Number 6. Is dying better than living?