Gatsby

I tried to watch the Great Gatsby but found myself unbelievably disinterested so I didn't continue watching. There was a line which I remember though when Daisy's friend tells Nick how Daisy and Gatsby met she says this, 'he looked at her like how every girl wants to be looked at'

I find myself thinking when is someone going to look at me like that? I want a guy like Gatsby, he spent his whole life trying o get her back, what I'd do for a guy like that. Those guys are the gems, if I found one I wouldn't let him go (but I guess I had to) I hope I end up with a guy like that.

I'm not upset anymore. I'm at peace with it, honestly IV. Now I can truly be one of those girls who have those sad love stories they can tell, I can listen to sad love songs and have someone to think of, I can watch movies and understand love better, before I couldn't- I was too hurt, but I can be now.

I've decided I'm going to be myself but maybe a bit more happier. I think I'll continue looking aswell, my heart will not close because of this, it will only open wider.