Drama drama

I didn't realise how emotionally intense I could be. What I mean by that, is how emotions can swarm my entire being and make me believe all is doomed. The reason I even mention is this is because of two reasons.

1) I was contemplating how happy I am with life. If I had the chance to swap families or swap situations, would I take it? And the answer is yes, yes I would. I would not want fame or more money, I would like a life where I didn't have so much responsibility, a life where I could have as much freedom as I pleased. There's no I have learnt so much from this, I've developed so much as a person( although I believe I have) there's no sweet moral outcome for this. I mean in all truths there is, but it doesn't outweigh my feelings on it. I'd like to add I wish I didn't have such backwards culture, where men are praised and babied and girls have all the duty and obligation. Sometimes I hate men. I'm sure all girls feel like this, but to be honest I feel like this a lot more than a normal person... But anyway aside from my passive aggression. 

2) I was feeling all down and depressed, but then I received some wonderful news which brightened my day! Alhamdulilah and it made me see life isn't so bad, well that being said I don't take back my feelings. ( I'm just a dramatic person)