Press play

I feel like my life is on hold. Somebody has just pressed paused, and I can't move. I'm hopelessly waiting for the pause to be play and carry on with my life. You didn't forget did you?

The nursing degree, it's so far away, it's that pause button you see, it makes everything frozen. Makes everything seem like it's not moving, or atleast moving incredibly slowly. 

How long I'll be waiting for the play. For me to feel like everything is going to be okay. And not the fake ok, the really really ok.